My poor Ah Ma

As the Chinese New year is drawing, I was excited, esp with John and Joy knowing how to do the GongXi GongXi hand gesture. I have been telling Ayu to train them every morning, cos I wanted the kids to be able to say their CNY greetings to the elders.

But the sad thing is my ah ma is hospitalised. And this time round, her condition has deteriorated from the last Oct when she was admitted. Last Oct, she was still able to swallow and said some words. Now, she is totally on tube feeding, and can't talk. My ah ma used to call me Ah Lian ah...now I felt so sad, she can't call me anymore.

I'm feeling guilty for not visiting her often to talk to her. I think my ah ma is sad that she can't talk too. Seriously, I don't know how long God is going to keep my grandma before He calls her back. But I guess it's all God's timing. Seeing her suffer, I can only pray for God's mercy to be upon her.

Before my ah ma really reports to God, I want to take pic with her as long as she is still around. But when i compared the pic a few years ago, which she is still well and healthy, till now, I really feel very upset.

My Ah Ma is 2010 CNY

My Ah Ma in Jan 2014, hope she is able to celebrate another year of CNY.